Adrian Gamboa God Speed
[Verse 1]
I wake up day to day believe in God
See I'm just blessed to be alive spill my heart out
My mind is always racing when its dark out
It's hard to focus, soul like Otis, I got these greater motives
I'm split between all of my dreams just trying to make them notice
I've been working for the past nine years
Now that's blood sweat tears
I'm trying to face my fears and now I'm here
Got a clear view, can't look at the rear view
People talk down but really I can't hear you
I reminisce on better days before we ever blazed
Getting high from all the low times it's hard to celebrate
But I sip this liquor try to take it down quicker
Because it's a cold world and these times could make you shiver
Now, my ex girl we couldn't be together
Sometimes the one you love the most not meant to last forever
I know i caused so many tears and heart break
Deep down my heart ache
We used to be in good hands then no all state now listen
[Break]
God speed
Because I need
A reason to believe
No matter where I'll be
[Verse 2]
Yeah
My father left when I was thirteen, nights I couldn't sleep and felt alone
I was Just a young kid, time has passed and now I'm grown
Now I'm in my zone working up at home making beats
They could feel it in their hearts play my shit up in the streets
So now, we chase the money but there's more to life I'm growing still
And if it's dark out I hope you know I'm glowing still
Women and parties the liquor that shit is over kill
This from the heart so you know it's real
How I feel
Try to make my momma proud, I know I've fallen lately
Sometimes I wish I had the blueprints to my life like Jay-Z
And work it out, like a gym or a rim
They're something like a choir how they're f..cking with him
So look
I take it day to day
Hope my problems fade away
No more wasting time I stay on track
And never stray away
Pray that I can elevate and figure out what's coming for me
For all the nights I wrote these songs so I could tell my story
[Break]
[Verse 3]
I pray to god to keep me grounded now I'm taking off
Cut out from a different cloth, I'm just here to kill em off
Sometimes I be tripping dawg
Thinking about my life I need to get it together
Really I know that these set backs couldn't hold me back ever
Because look I grew up
At times I screwed up, became a man
No father in the picture but still, look where I stand
College educated and underrated it's so debated
But I'm just trying push the bar up for the times I waited
And people ask how I'm doing now and I question intentions
How is it that when I started they wouldn't pay attention
Now they want to be friends I know they see potential
Only got time to write raps and instrumentals
So check the mental got way too much on my brain
More to this than fame making a name I stay my lane
The times change, I never fall or fold now that's not me
We keep on running through life, I got this God speed