Amber Sea Shinigami
Let me tell you something man-to-man
I'm conscious that you won't understand
I just f..cking need to speak to someone (to someone)
Let me tell you something
So shut your f..cking mouth
And listen carefully
Younger, I put a mask on
So shut you stupid mother f..cking mouth
I'm not telling
Not telling you
I'm already a man
A mask made of suffering
A mask which kept me from reality
A mask made of suffering
Kept me away from reality
Forever feeling weak with him on my face
No escape plan
Forever feeling weak with him on my face, no escape plan
This f..cking thing was my worst friend, my best enemy
Intoxicating breath
It's impossible for me to take it off, take it off alone
I spent entire days begging him to get off my face
He started to laughed at me
Telling me I'd be weak without him
Without him in my bones
I had the choice, I could have erase him
From the blood in my veins
I had the choice, I could have erase him
This life I didn't choose was easier in a certain way
All I had to do was to accept all his whims
Or I'd go astray
Until the day I saw
I saw his harmful reflection on my life
I won't obey anymore
You will fear my name
You'll fear my f..cking name
How did I do to seperate my throat from this knife?
This is my secret, bitch
This is my secret it is absolutely not a shame
If you really want to know, you have to listen
One last effort
I finally found the name of this disgusting piece of shit
The name of this piece of shit
Sadly some people think he's called cowardice
But he's simply called fear
I was scared all my life
Sadly some people think he's called cowardice but today I can finally use him against his will
