Antichrisis Last Night (i Wished You Were Calling)
Your last words trapped between these bedroom walls
"Why don't we just go away?"
I didn't know, what could I say?
If memories were like shining stars
If tears were diamonds
I'd build a castle in the skies
Last night I wished you were calling
I hoped that you were calling
I beat my fists against the wall
Threw withered roses in the lake
And as I called your name
a crying game, too late!
But you can't hurt me anymore
your double-dealing love
creeped out through my heart's back door
Last night I wished you were calling
I hoped that you were calling
I beat my fists against the wall
Still beat my head against the wall