Ashley Dalby Hopelessness Part 1 (Shattered Heart)
I will always remember how it used to be You thought pleasure was to f..cking beat me You always told me I was the one insane You found joy and got off on making me feel pain And there's no way to change this shattered heart Cause the memory I have of you still tears me apart And it's been this way since time began It's a desperate search for a promised land And the years slip by like so much sand So many people like me are dying to live It tortures my heart I have so much to give I never saw it as a MELEE before To win the fight there has to be more And there's no way to help this shattered heart Cause all these fears will one day tear me apart And it's been this way since time began It's an endless journey, it's the fate of this woman To live each day and never understand And it's been this way since time began It's a desperate search for a master plan And the years slip by like water through my hands