Blessing A Curse Caving In
Full speed ahead I can see no solution but I've got no time to waste
Between where I am and where I wanna be there's an ocean of empty space
And it feels like a million miles
Stretch out on the road
I feel it unfold before me
As the rain sets in
I struggle within but
It won't quench the fire inside me
I will become something more than dirt above the soil
Tell me this is what I want
Tell me it's not too late
Give me a sign to fill the emptiness inside me
I'm finding out
(This world plays favorites)
I'm full of doubt
(Foundations are caving)
So swallow me up and strip me of hope and spit me the f..ck back out
Cause I really trusted you
All that you put me through
So swallow me up and strip me of hope and spit me the f..ck back out
I try to act like I've got all my shit together moving forward even though I feel lost
But I'm afraid that you'll see through the smoke and mirrors
Behind the curtain I'm just like the Wizard of Oz
I'm drowning in the obscurity of ordinary life
I hate that this insecurity is almost comforting with time
I'm finding out
(This world plays favorites)
I'm full of doubt
(Foundations are caving)
So swallow me up and strip me of hope and spit me the f..ck back out
Cause I really trusted you
All that you put me through
So swallow me up and strip me of hope and spit me the f..ck back out
Swallow me up, swallow me up
And spit me out, and spit me out
Cause this world plays favorites
And foundations are caving in
I'm finding out
(This world plays favorites)
I'm full of doubt
(Foundations are caving)
So swallow me up and strip me of hope and spit me the f..ck back out
Cause I really trusted you
All that you put me through
So swallow me up and strip me of hope and spit me, spit me the f..ck back out
Try to pretend I've got my shit together
Deep down inside nothing is getting better