Boneflower Aching Absence
This is a curse that I've suffered for many years. I don't know what I will do the next time. Day after day it hurts. Why me? Will I forget my friends in the end? Why me? I keep forgetting things and what's done is done
Dear conscience, I know you're not clear. There are demons in my sleep and my friends lost hope in me. I don't blame them; I can't remember where I parked my car but I never forget to show love, so please, at least, take that to heart
I hear the snow starts to fall and I forgot to build a shelter, so I say to myself “never again”. But then Spring comes and the sun shines on nothing cause I forgot to plant my flowers, so I miss the rain in Summer and I'm dreading the next mistake. I'm weak and I'm hesitant
One second of clarity followed by days of guilt is what I feel. I hide my face with my hands and I feel sorry for being me. And it seems to be I can't help but repeat the truth to help my mood. I'm a better person when I'm with you
Offer the key to your world so I can open doors that will help me stay alive. I'll give back all I can; words and songs that will make you wish you were not alive
Always when I dream about you I see your smile under the moon. Always when I dream about you I can't believe you love me too