Cam Meekins Right Now
[Verse 1]
Something 'bout the way your face hit in that winter light
It had me feelin' like a spaceship, about to take a flight
You and me been on this race and I never made you mine
Maybe 'cause all my relations were never justified
Lookin' for someone like you
Help me do the things I need
I don't really leave my house
Other people run from me
Promise I don't act the same
Demons got the best of me
I feel like I'm out of luck
Almost lost myself today
I've been tryin' to break out of this cycle
Of these thoughts that go in spirals
When I say "I will tomorrow"
I just wake up and in sorrow
I don't wanna go out young
But maybe that's not up to me
Maybe if I do die young then you can keep me company
[Pre-Chorus]
When these lights turn off
And these people stop comin'
When these fake friends stop callin'
And these royalties are nothin'
Who gon' ride with me? Yeah
Who gon' roll up, who gon' die for me? Yeah
[Chorus]
I don't want to wait for it all to come crashin' down
I just wanna be right here, right now
It's not complicated, it's so basic
Why I chase it? I can't face it
All these places that my mind go
I know, I know I got my lows
[Verse 2]
Yeah
Family problems got me stressin'
Mom sayin' she in depression
Ever since an adolescent
I been tryin' to just be present
Tryin' to find my peace and Heaven
Now I'm turnin' twenty-seven
And my friends been talkin' to me
But I never hear the lessons
Late nights when I do my job
Lately, I've been gettin' by
Tryin' to get on health insurance
So that I can check my mind
Strugglin' to figure out
Why I got this pain inside
If I had a second chance, I would've given you a ride
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause when these lights turn off
And these people stop comin'
When these fake friends stop callin'
And we stop havin' discussions
Who gon' ride with me?
I'm cryin' for you, who gon' cry for me?
[Chorus]
I don't want to wait for it all to come crashin' down
I just wanna be right here, right now
It's not complicated, it's so basic
Why I chase it? I can't face it
All these places that my mind go
I know, I know I got my lows
I don't want to wait for it all to come crashin' down
I just wanna be right here, right now