Album Name : Relapse in the River City
Release Date : 2011-02-08
Song Duration : 3:03
Carridale How Did I End Up Here
How did I end up here, in this self delusioned life. I’m
giving up on anyone with a common state of mind. I gave
it all I had to give and now it’s over, and I don’t think
they ever cared. But I’m just fine. I’ll keep my head up
because I know that I’ll be alright. So I’ll be coming
back around seeking every kind of useless attention. I
should probably mention that every moment I am searching
for something or anyone that I can call my own. And how
did I end up here? Just scraping to get by. I’ve given up
on everyone thats ever crossed my mind. And I want it
all, I wanted a life free of this and now its over, and
there is so much I have missed. I cant bank on fate to
bring me anything. I’m huddled up with the notion that
there’s something meant for me. We attach ourselves to
this idea that we all have a destiny. But life’s too
short to spend it waiting on something or someone you’ve
never seen.