The Seed Of Negation (abnegativia Rejections) Lyrics

Celestia The Seed Of Negation (abnegativia Rejections)

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First, it appeared like an averse of tears, a non
important detail, like a spring wing breath, that wind
who do not hurt but on contrary let that feeling of
freedom slowly, caress your face. That sweet wind left
a seed in his hand, that seed was softly swallowed and
it taste started to develop inside his mind. Eyes were
closed, hands were opened and then, he was suddenly
projected in the middle of an ocean of clouds, all was
calm and peaceful first, sun was present as a force
guiding his moves.

The sunrays caressed his face like his mother once did
in a forgotten previous life. After closing his eyes,
he finally felt asleep in the middle of the void,
surrounded by moving cotten clouds and dancing spectral
moon rays. Some images started to appears, it was
clearly easy to define these visions. All started with
harmonious notes of baroque music, played with an
antique harpischord. All evolved suddenly to a kind of
discord, something felt on the ground, it created a
delicious sound, something really soft... It is tears?
Or maybe the sound of blood chanting into obscurity
while collapsing? Nobody will ever know, why this Seed
had some strange marks on its body?

He opened his stomach with a sharp scalpet. It was
vital to find back what has been swallowed a few days
earlier. But, that leaded as to an huge disappointment,
all was apparently rotten inside! It's quite difficult
to imagine someone bleeding like that and meanwhile
puking... But let's go closer to see what is
happening... Oh! Finally there's no real need to worry
since what he was puking was just dead Insectas, some
larva's also, every sorts of dead and non dead things.
You know, those who are dead and looks still have their
minds. Feelings of immense disgust, shapr inner pain
crying till piercing the flesh...

So, it became more convenient to look to another
direction. But what was going to get outside his rotten
stomach? It was blood first, but also some genitals
organs who were getting implanted in other organs. Oh!
What a failure!! This is unreal, this is not possible!
No, this is not possible because humanity are certain
it is not, but what's this creature is enduring is real
as a matter of fact. After all, when he will have
finished to bleed, he will die and everything will be
fine at the end. Death is deliverance to life. Life
only lead to Death?
There's many ways to reach Death. But still we wonder
where is the most pleasant one. So, I will wait, sit on
my throne, gazing at the sky, in search of answers and
time will fade out, slowly over my corpse... Day after
day, I rot, expecting light that will bless me for the
rest of eternity. I will tend to forget the taste of
all the Seeds I had to taste...