Chris Wright On My Own Time
On my own time I've been trying to make a better life
On my own time I was trying to cop a better ride
On my own time I was running off a better vibe
On my own time I ain't setting me aside
Got my feet in the sand and I'm feeling the waves as they crash over all my dilemmas
I, used to be plagued by anxiety rant to my grandma while she's making dinner
Now, I let my worries play melodies, hands on the keys, hope my girl remembers
Why, we fell in love while we're younger I'm set if I got it with her
I was a victim of L'appel du vide
Until I found another body who upheld my needs
For all the sentences I penned I felt incomplete
Now any instant i'm an in danger I could end comfy
And I got income fees, I guess c'est la vie
Now all the haters getting mad at the way I breathe
Like whoda thought I'd be me, who you think can compete
I'm on a whole nother level, you just oughta concede
Now if you living put your hands in the air
They don't want you thinking you can even compare
I was working in my bedroom to battle despair
Now everybody wanna roommate to get em a share
And if I settle for a little I won't ever see a lot
So when I'm spending money and decide to buy a yacht
It'd be bigger than that bitch I ain't ever give a shot
All that time that I invested gonna buy a better watch
Hold up
I ain't spend all that time alone in my room, just for nothing, just for nothing
Ain't no way I'm sacrificing this shit, just for nothing, just for nothing
Still I'm alone in my room wonder if it's, just for nothing, just for nothing
Ain't no way I'm sacrificing this shit, just for nothing, just for nothing
Hook
Keep me in your thoughts if my memory lost
I'm worth more than all the shots that my enemies toss
'Cause I was living all my life at the end of a dock
Until I fell into the sand and it got in my socks
And I was feeling kinda under the weather
Then I realized we all are, and went and got my self an umbrella
Sometimes it's cold when it rains and the blood in my veins almost freezes, then I went and bought me a sweater
And I know money can't really buy happiness
And I'm not very confident that God exists
And I never had a lot of self confidence
But I'm still walking tall, wear my skin real tight
Cause I know who I am
And it only took 18 years, So Imma sing it like I'm will.i.am
Put my life into gear, I got real dope fans
Never needed more than what what they could provide