Citizen Soldier Words That Don't Exist
[Verse 1]
I'm sick of running out of breath
Explaining what is in my head
I don't know how to say out loud
I wish that I was dead
Since I was young I only bleed
In languages nobody speaks
What you can't feel can still be real
I'd kill to make you see
[Chorus]
I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
'Til somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
'Til somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist
[Verse 2]
I'm sick of spilling out my soul
In dialects nobody knows
What I express, it'd hurt much less
To cut my tongue from my throat
Now I treat silence like a gift
'Cause being brave is just a trick
That proves there's still more room to feel
Much more alone than this
[Chorus]
I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
'Til somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
'Til somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist
[Post-Chorus]
All these words that don't exist
All these words that don't, no
[Bridge]
I don't know if I can be the hero
I don't know if I can save the day
Talk myself off a million ledges
Just for everyone to think they're fake
SOS, I'm sending signal fires
Made up of bruises and beaten skin
I hope that heaven will take this liar
Because the line has never been this thin
[Chorus]
I'm on my deathbed and no one knows
'Til somebody can crack this code
I'll be here writing on my wrists
All these words that don't exist
I'm in a place you will never find
'Til somebody learns to read my mind
I'll be hanging off the edge of this
All these words that don't exist
[Outro]
(All these words that don't exist
All these words that don't exist)