Crackpot Regain My Innocence
A blunted day, I'm sitting for a few hours now On my sofa, thinking of nothing at all I'm so tired, Sick to death of the whole world I'd really like to indulge to my heartache But I do realize that I ain't even feelin' pain So I give it up without any remorse yeah And still I'm staring out of the window And I'm dreaming of the day when I'll be dead Desperate longing for a stainless innocence Yeah I'm dreaming of the day when I'll be dead Trying to regain my innocence A boring night and the party doesn't cheer me up The only way is to stupify myself tonight So I go and get myself a drink or two And watch the people, just asking myself if theyHave as much fun like they look like or if they Are just pretending exactly as I do And all my friends that I had so much fun with They loo threatening and strange to me now And I'm dreaming of the day when I'll be dead Desperate longing for a stainless innocence Yeah I'm dreaming of the day when I'll be dead Trying to regain my innocence