Crucial Dudes I'm Not Wearing Hockey Pants Bro
I was confused,
slightly abused.
I didn't realize what he did,
Those secrets that he always kept inside.
And now I'm on the ground wondering, "was he just a lie?"
...and everything he said
He was so much more than a teacher to me
And he taught my everything I know,
Gave me space in hopes that I would grow.
People say, "Jay, you'll turn out just fine."
But how can I? When I've lost what's mine?
And I don't know if I'll ever find it in my heart to forgive what you did
and start making more motions with my life,
but if I've learned anything...it's trust in those who care.
And throw all of my troubles to the air
And he taught me everything I know,
Gave me space in hopes that I would grow.
People say, "You've got to let this go."
I can't let go.
I won't let go.
Your friends, they aren't anything like my friends.
(Don't think I ever felt that way, swear to God,
I felt depressions full weight that day
but with my friends I'll be ok)