Cryptic Wisdom Numb (feat. Grewsum)
[Verse 1: Cryptic Wisdom]
It's getting lonely at the top
Shaking and shivering
I'm cold
So jaded cause I'm all alone
Give a dog a bone
But never give a dog a reason
He would wanna turn and bite the hand
That's reaching out to feed him
Heat upon the words
They call me Wisdom
Cause my soul is always aging
Even though I look young in the face
Experience is raising everyday
I learn to consume what I tend to see
Whether it be consuming MC's in the booth
Or enemies
Adapted in the rarest form
Ever since I parted rappin' music
And entirety will always be the launching pad
I ain't afraid to express
The way I feel through different genres
I don't know what's coming next
But what I know is all I see around me
All these exaggerated happy, go-lucky rappers and gimmicks
That they've acclimated
It's sort of like an anesthetic bust
To me, I'm numb enough to
Knock through every single punk I see
[Hook: Cryptic Wisdom]
Cause sometimes I feel like
I'm the only one of my kind
And I don't know anybody that can relate
It's like an aesthetic rush
I'm going under once again
But still aware of everything around today
I'm numb so numb
And I can't feel these other cats
I've gone numb so numb
And I can't feel these other cats
[Verse 2: GrewSum]
I feel numb like an anesthetic
And since my adolescent years
I've been different
But that's me so I can't regret it
Me and you can be different
You don't have to get it
You don't have to understand me or my rapping message
But for the outcast like me
It means a lot to see me pop in the game
And maybe reach the top
To hear some music they relate to
Through the speaker box
Is something they don't hear a lot
And that's why I don't need to stop
And I don't feel these cats
Who rap about possessions
They lucky I don't snap
And go and act on my aggression
If you ask me
We can send them back the same direction
That they came
Because all they raps is lame and misdirected
I'll never relate with you
And your large garage
Full of foreign cars and all these whorish broads
I'm trying to raise my f..ckin' son against all the odds
And do it right so he don't end up
Like one of you foolish frauds
[Hook]
Cause sometimes I feel like
I'm the only one of my kind
And I don't know anybody that can relate
It's like an aesthetic rush
I'm going under once again
But still aware of everything around today
I'm numb so numb
And I can't feel these other cats
I've gone numb so numb
And I can't feel these other cats