Deon Kipping So Close
(Spoken) I just wanna be real, I'm not worried about the music, or about people. But God at 4 o'clock in the morning, I'm worried about my soul. I know somebody knows what I'm going through, but I just can't talk to anybody. Lord I gotta talk to you. I know that there's somebody going through the same thing, or feeling the same way. You feel like you're about to lose your mind. You can't trust family. You can't trust friends. You can't even trust the members at your own church. You're about to break down. Your about to loose it, but you gotta hold it together. What I've learned from this experience is this is where God wants you to totally trust him. Be real with him. Forget about tradition. Forget about problems, situations and just be real with him. He already knows your faults. He already knows your needs. He knows what you did yesterday. He knows what your doing today. For somebody who knows all that, he has to be close. So when it looks like he is so far away, just know that he is right there. Still so close that he can rescue you. Please listen Lord.
There are many decisions that I've got to make
But Lord I'm scared of making the same mistakes
Oh so many corners to turn, so many lessons to learn
But I'm so scared, scared cause I'm about to let go of you
Lord I feel so
So close
To loosing my mind, I don't know what to do
So close
To losing my place, because the bills are due
So close
To walking from you, totally totally now
So close
Still so close that he can rescue me
Oh oh oh'
This song is for everybody that felt like they wanted to give up on God. Like they wanted to walk away. I know it looks hard. I know you really wanna give up. But just be encouraged, and know that he's right there. Still so close that he can rescue you.
C'mon lets go
There are many decisions that I've got to make
But Lord I'm scared of making the same mistakes
Oh so many corners to turn, so many lessons to learn
But I'm so scared, scared cause I'm about to let go of you
Lord I feel so close
So close
To loosing my mind, I don't know what to do
So close
To losing my place, because my bills are due
So close
To walking from you, totally yea
So close
Still so close that he can rescue me
Oh Oh..
Now I just wanna do music (music), that people wanna make me choose it (choose it).
But my heart is right, and I just wanna love God.
When to school to be a teacher (teacher), everybody said be a preacher (preacher).
Cause preachers have problems, they got problems too.
So close
To loosing my mind, I don't know what to do
So close
To losing my place, because my bills are due
So close
To walking from you, totally
So close
Still so close that he can rescue me
Oh Oh'
Problems are all around me, its seems that though my mind, it will never be free (be free).
I can't cope with the choices I make
I'm a grown man, but I keep on making childish mistakes
Lord I feel so
So close
To loosing my mind, I don't know what to do
So close
To losing my place, because the bills are due
So close
To walking from you, totally
So close
Still so close that he can rescue me
Rescue me
Me, oh
(4x)
Still so close that he can rescue me
Rescue me
Me
(4x)
Still so close that you can rescue me
Rescue me
Me
(4x)
Still so close that you can rescue me
Rescue me
(15x)
Still so close that you can rescue me