Disencumbrance Suicide
Writhing in my head
Confusion arising
Suffocates my peace
Agonizing pain within my soul
Lucifer's evil seed
Possesses me
Fear creates in me thoughts
That I can't deny
What have I become
Suddenly the spirits intervene
Purist black, enticing
I can't resist
Spirit guides incarnate
Spawned from depths of hell
Vomit forth blasphemies
Empowered by their words
Promises become lies
Death claws into my soul
Laughter starts echoing
Questions racing through my mind
What's to become of my life
Envisioning the sacrifice of me
"With your hands we shall grant
Power to destroy righteousness
Entombed within your soul we dominate
Destines to kill
Struggles to obtain your weakened soul becomes obsolete"
Suffer my soul demons restrain
Realization of my mistake
As the hours pass visions keep haunting me
Tormenting my mind
Voices of the damned begin to shriek
I respond in anger
"I've been betrayed"
I'm thrown in a rage as I force these words out
"Forgive me Jesus"
Fallen to my knees in my despair
Weakened as I commit suicide