Emo Side Project How Memory Works
5 A.M.
Eyes wide open again.
And the moon is looking at me like a dog I haven't fed
in weeks.
My mind keeps playing tricks on me.
It thinks you're there then I reach out my hand and get
air.
Don't you f..cking let go.
I still need you so close.
Don't you f..cking stop talking me to sleep.
It helps me dream.
Hey, I know it's been awhile.
But can I please ask you something?
Why don't you take one f..cking second out of your life
to tell why you're still keeping this up.
When you tell me you feel so empty.
I don't even have anything to feel empty anymore.
Don't you f..cking let go.
I still need you so close.
Don't you f..cking stop talking me to sleep;
Reviving my dreams.
Can I please tell you a secret?
Last night I had a dream.
We were sitting in your parking lot
You looked and said to me:
"I'm so f..cking sorry.
I take back all this shit I did to you over the years.
But right now all I want to do is take your hand and
run away;
Take the f..cking fastest plane to France.
So if you could please forgive me and look into my eyes
And tell me you still f..cking love me..."
And then I woke up to my sheets covered in ice.
But I could swear you were the moonlight in my eyes.