Esham Make Me Wanna Holla
[Esham talking] The wicketshit continues After I told these niggaz to stay off my dick They still on my dick trying to bite the wicketshit Niggaz still wanna know what Esham mean Esham stands for East Side Hoes And Money That's what I'm all about But for all y'all niggaz bitin the wicketshit And tryin to bite the style I want you to think about one thing [Samples Rakim] Remember me? The one you gotcha idea from Back in this bitch... yo for the 9-4 I gotta let these niggaz know once again That I'm comin like this They said the wicketshit was dead (dead) Some ol' wicketshit ain't never dead I gotta let y'all hoes know I'm comin back on yo ass I stopped believing in god about a year ago In god I can't trust but uh you don't hear me though Cause my life in the sunshine ain't sunny A suicidalist My memory's on the bliss But can you really dig what I dug if I drug The life of a thug caught a .45 slug I wish I was dead But I'm f..cked up in the head Cause I'm kinda hesitant to kill myself But I hate life Life ain't nothin but money And it ain't funny when your honey gets runny I wish I was down but my mind spins round and around And how many times can dead bodies be found But you don't understand the tales of a madman Unholy comin at your ass once again Amen, and I don't give a f..ck though Sometimes I feel like giving up yo It makes me wanna holla chorus 2x [samples prince] (samples Snoop Dogg) [I feel like givin up] (Make make me wanna make make me wanna holla) [When ever my sunshine turns to rain] (Make me wanna holla cause my dollas come in ozones) [Esham] It makes me wanna holla Life comes in dollas Doin dirt like ring around the collar I'll a Can't get paid if I ain't got a trade I dropped outta school, now who got played A fool, I'm just tryna get mine I'm sick a seein my moms in the welfare line A nigga, I grew up in the ghetto I live in the ghetto I'm never gonna get out the ghetto The place where black folks die And slangin them cracks is a way to get by There's nothin else a nigga can do And f..ck the police because they only protect you You wouldn't understand unless you was a black man God damn It makes me wanna holla chorus [Esham] I'm still feelin funny ways On them sunny days when my honey plays The money stays Days go by and things seem to get no better Now the bitch wanna leave, I let her I don't sweat her Cause it ain't in my nature Bringing out the worst in me, I think I hate ya I can't deal with it hoe I gotta stay real with it though Swo yo My minds spinnin cause I'm drinkin that gin and juice Tryna forget about you, bitch You can call me crazy When every other nigga in the hood is a crack baby Maybe one day I'll be dead Bleedin in the sunshine hole in my head That's all a nigga need F..ck a bitch stankin ass pussy always wanna bleed I don't need that hoe Not in my life Not now Yo no It makes me wanna holla chorus [Esham] It makes me wanna holla Cause life ain't nothin but a joke Down in the ghetto Smellin the gunsmoke When every other bitch is on this dick I'm trying not to be a statistic It's hard, I can't get a job Mo niggaz robbin I'm steady mobbin They tell a nigga to look on the bright side It ain't the black side, must be the white side I gotta watch my back in case cops wanna act up Get ya punk ass smacked up Cause I know you wanna kill me Cause I know yo ass feel me It makes me wanna holla chorus