Ess Vee The Hiatus
Where have you been, Ess? You ain’t been the same
And we haven’t heard from you since Paca changed
Well since then, let me tell you things have changed
Gotta get it off my chest, had to say some things
My situation is better than what it was then
Had to reevaluate my worth without the poison
You don’t see what’s real until the joy ends
That’s why the times is bad when you employ friends
Cause they out for themselves and they quick to bicker
And they think it’s bout they wealth, they don’t see the bigger picture
Since it’s time to vent, then I’ma need a philter
So I’ma smell the fumes of hate when I pain the picture
I was lost then, but I found my lane
The footprints in the sand they spelled up my name
And everything I do, I don’t’ do it for fame
But I’m drawn to these people, and who’s to blame?
Vip’s up in vip, and soon enough I won’t need id
I haven’t really been out with them pyts
Sometimes I question my past like me, why me?
I don’t date much, it’s not that I don’t trust
I just rather know what they motives are
Love her less so I propose to the beat
In love with the hook, my lyrics are my vows
I keep it off the books
Look, I don’t need you in my bizness, it’s none of yours
And these local rappers talking like they want a war
But I ignore them including them subliminal tweets
But I promise if you see them man they wouldn’t speak
Internet thugs, with they cheap plugs
Claiming they know such and sense but really get no love
Man, had to get away, it’s all whack
And my ex called, said she want it all back
Never bate them I knew what she meant
Cause you don’t hate the people you hate and try to be friends
No amends from this person, cause I am mister nice guy
And you claim that you hurting baby, nice try
There’s a thin line between love and hate
But that line don’t exist when you destined to be great
Get hated by your loved ones and loved by your haters
I tell you life’s confusing that’s why I took this hiatus
And I
I walked the way, said I walk away
This is what I had to say
I felt like a cast away
She said baby stay, don’t walk away
I plan to change, don’t turn the page, ah
Life’s broken down in harmonies
You hit your highs, mids and lows, but they all unique
So every time that they tell me that I shouldn’t speak
I think about the things I see walking through the streets
And bad enough, it’s all adding up
I can’t keep my hand steady, nerves acting up
I guess I’ve had enough, but what’s enough if I barely lived
I’m aiming for success, but what’s the point if I can’t give?
Time’s up, I guess I’m done venting
Living in the past, but now I’m done renting
Maybe one day this will be more clear
Until then, I promise you I won’t disappear
Until then, I promise you I won’t disappear
Until then, I promise you I won’t disappear.