George Monastiriakos Man's Search For Meaning
Out in Malaysia, writing my verses
Wondering what my purpose on Earth is
Man's search for meaning, love, and nothing more
Man's search for something worth living for
Nine to fiving, just surviving, wasting time
I'm pissed off, I can't deny it, my attention's too divided
Should've kept rhyming, focused on the music
Now I'm looking in the mirror like you f..ckin' blew it
Happy-go-lucky, but isolated, surrounded
A normal life can't keep me grounded
Like Martin Luther King, on top of the mountain
Rappers have half the story, a quarter of the talent
Time to leave, its barely been 4 months yet
I love the feeling of riding out in the sunset
Pack bags, go spend a month out in Africa
On the way back visit my fam in Panama
What's life without exciting happenings
Like finding happiness at family gatherings
Said goodbye to Roula, can't make it to the funeral
I'm like Bocelli trying to solve a f..ckin' rubix cube
Abandoned religion in the battle for my sanity
Yelling out to God until the motherfucker answers me
I need a reason, but does reason really matter
Find the meaning in the silence, 'cause silence is full of answers
Saturday afternoon, reflection is overdue
Why the hell you getting so emotional
Honestly never thought things would be like this
25, dealing with a quarter-life crisis
Tell Steph, I'm sorry that I bothered her
Tell my mom I was wrong every time I fought with her
Seen the world, and I learned the most important something
It doesn't need changing as much as it needs loving