Glue No Helping
Without the help of anyone I'm all alone with a lonely image
Without what we become that's one more chance that all I ask but none to give
Live your life as only you can
What I want is not important
You should go on without me
I'm an anchor with the power to speak
And I'm a good talker obsessed with your happiness
Should I admit to being a mess?
You are now that nightmare person that I wake up every night screaming
Feeling that God I'm at a crucial loss for words
And that early banging on my window is lost for a moment in a blur
In a prayer I swear not to let this
So I check my progress
But every answer that I discover tests my human logic
There's too much to handle I'm swinging an emotion machine
If it's not the past then it's the future
And I've never met the present until now
And it's unraveled in this apartment
Started that torture session other than I was ready
Steady aim
And take me under
Into the dark water of your field
And without you I'm just myself
When I look at it
It's just one half of that diamond duo
See your absence has taken it's toll
On what I consider true
I'm reformed by empty rooms
Just to see the street lamps view
Every second is counted
Just trying to keep myself busy
Walking downtown in a blizzard
Trying to freeze away the misery
And nothing is too mysterious
So I know there's more clues to be located
And all my options have been melted by the sun for the snows entertainment
I'm an artist now but I'm starving for my lost lovers touch
And I'm a disfunctioning human who lost that mighty power rust
See this bed is made of concrete
That's funny it isn't mine
But I don't remember it up
But it tells a story of how I'm blood red
And the moment I'm more myself it tells informative spells
Where the memory is wealth
Try to get my water with a broken rope
That's hanging over the well
You can never touch the sky
If your partners afraid of heights
You should never raise your voice if you're no good at winning fights
This material is priceless with friends and family
But worthless to corporate marketing
My energy is love for the attack that I'm encountering
Tonight was a big moment
That I've lived in my dreams a thousand times
Opened the front door in a panic with no one by my side
See the corner is empty it's too painful in the end
And how come I'm 23 years old and already wonder when it going to end
Sadly enough we've just begun
And I can't help but find a way
But she hopes we find each other and guilt is her puppeteer
Near the end of the rope and I see a cliff
And I wonder if I'll slow down
Everyone around me is nervous that the second time will make me drown
I'll connect the dots just for fun
See where our troubles begun
You'll find yourself in an empty house
At 3am feeling the need to write
Traveling won't keep me awake
Cause it's what's here that makes me stay
I'm not the mystic sarcastic rapper that puts on nightly plays
I went to limits of being kind, always losing, Not this time!
The world is different today
I took my glasses off just to see the light
And if they can only see what I see then no one would lose sight of understanding
It's that kind of language of respect that wins the wars for human expanding
Forget the cliche rants about genders that never have a point
I want to make some headway by rebuilding all your broken toys
Why does commitment keep me homeless
THIS TIME IT'S REAL I LOST EVERYTHING
Soul mates are born in the heat of the moment
I'm in love with the way the sirens sing
Too much to be sacrificed for a little bit of reason
And it's too late to come back from the past
Waiting is never justified
No more restrictions
No more normalsy
No more rhyming words out of thin air
From now on we set the record straight
(NEVER)
Forgetting ever to compare
No more concentrated efforts
For writing now, it's like my therapy
Twisted back with a pen
All balanced psychology
Every obnoxious gull song
I stand by their meaning
And every double meaning word was worth it
I don't regret retreating
And every single decision we made was worth it
Redecorating your walls
Every screaming psycho breakdown was worth it
Reinventing the crawl
Back to square one no choice but to get a replacement smile
So get used to this trusty listener
Welcome to my new lifestyle
Cause I brought this upon myself
And there are no more victims here
But all I use is this ammunition
For my no secrets career
No secrets career