Grey Cell Green Quick
Over and over again
It's just another day
Never say never again
Turn around and find a way
Patiently passing the time
It doesn't matter anyway
Feelings and family and friends
It all gets left behind
Nothing seemed to satisfy
Until I finally realized
After all the times I tried
I could always find a way to justify
My actions and my state of mind
Feelings hidden deep inside
The future that I sacrificed
All the excuses were lies
Slowing and dragging me down
Motivation can't be found
Closer and closer it nears
The culmination of all my fears
Further and further I fall
My back right up against the wall
Over and over again
It all gets left behind
Nothing seems to change
There's nothing left to say