Hkfiftyone Manic
[Chorus]
How many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
Cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
Got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
Got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind
How many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
Cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
Got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
Got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind
[Verse 1]
Avoided post-traumatic therapy, they know they ain't a friend of me
They saw me like a loony so they put me on the centerpiece
Said "why you wanna hurt yourself", they put me back up on the shelf
Said "youll be fine just get some help", i asked but then got no one else
Down these pills then we'll call it done, got nuff meds in the pickup truck
Been prescribed but it hurts inside cuz the pills too big and im out of luck
So instead ill stay inside my room, and ill stay silent like i always do
So dont bring it up cuz ill just push through and i won't reply when you ask whats new
[Chorus]
How many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
Cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
Got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
Got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind
How many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
Cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
Got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
Got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind
[Bridge]
Fake a smile isolate on a good day
Won't go out do not care what your friends say
Now they walkin on eggshells its too late, cuz the damage done they tryna make up for the naysay
Said you couldn't do it, but you out here finna prove it
You survived and thats a clue-in that you got something to do here
[Chorus]
How many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
Cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
Got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
Got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind
How many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
Cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
Got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
Got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind
[Outro]
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