J Warner Chill Chase (feat. Wretch 32)
[Chorus: J Warner]
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
I fall deep, and memories chase my
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
Oh
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
I fall deep, and memories chase my
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
Oh
[Verse 1: J Warner]
Blood stains in the bathroom
He was sort of saying "I'll be home soon"
She said he's trying to change
I'm helping him find his way
It's too cold to be alone
Oh, it's too cold to be alone (I fall deep)
Witnesses, they can't forgive
They're told to quit, they're talking shit but
They know he's going insane
They know she's playing a game
That she'll never win
There's nothing left, there's no next of kin
[Chorus: J Warner]
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
I fall deep, and memories chase my
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
Oh
[Verse 2: Wretch 32]
Yeah, I remember, I remember
You was like the first girl I ever made the centre
Of attention, my blessing, perfection
Nothing goes my way but now you're right in my direction
So we'll ride off, fly to heaven
Good times, honeymoon period shit
And this shit became real, you missed your period, miss
But I'd rather hear you lie than hear you telling me this
Cause I'm just a child myself, how will I parent this kid?
So now I'm stressed out, feeling like a let down
I'm getting hot-headed, I just need to vent out
Cuh we're in this council flat, this ain't no penthouse
I'm like where my dogs at? I'm DMX now
And why's it always sounding like you're shouting?
And all my bright ideas, now you're doubting
Out this molehill, you just made a mountain
It's like you're tryna question if I'm 'bout it
But now your mouth became a weapon and my hands became a lesson
That your body had to learn, it's just sad you gotta first
But now you're a graduate
And you be crying me a river, I can paddle it
And you lock yourself away cause of embarrassment
But you pray for brighter days like you can handle it
But deep down, none of us are managing
Cause we just lost our baby like Madeleine
So should I keep it bottled up or should I f..cking bottle ya?
Was this baby even mine or was you f..cking someone, huh?
Cause I seem more pissed off to be honest
And you seem like there's more than shoes in your closet
Then I tell you that you'll never f..ck another man
And if I leave you then I'm sending you to Wonderland
(Are you my dad? What?) I don't think you'll understand
Until we're both six feet under land (fall deep)
[Verse 3: J Warner]
Bruises around her eyes
She's so immune, she never cries
Literally dying to live
It's gone too far to forgive
And she's too old to be alone
She says can't just give up now
Cause she'll never know, oh (I fall deep)
But he knows that he won't change
And that same day on his knees he prayed
With a Bible, a bottle of gin and a switchblade
Said he's gonna clean up the mess that he made
Ironic cause the suicide bath he laid in
Was the only path of leaving her, he thought
But leaving her in the worst place, distraught
Left her in the same space (fall deep)
[Chorus: J Warner]
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
I fall deep, and memories chase my
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
Oh
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
I fall deep, and memories chase my
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
Oh
[Outro: J Warner]
I fall deep, and memories chase my mind
I fall deep, and memories chase my
I fall deep, and memories chase my