Jham This Is My Moment
[Intro: J Ham & Phil Collins]
I can feel it in the air
Yeah
And I've been waiting for all this-
I could feel it
Yeah
Uh huh
Yeah
Yeah
[Verse 1: J Ham]
No way my demons can outweigh my angels
Had to hit a 180 for them to see the angles
Was down bad, shit all I need was a boost
F..cked up how niggas'll leave you hanging just like a noose
Don't make no promises that you can't keep
No rolling deep
Ain't got no family here, so it's just me
The only blood I had here
Proved they love is conditional
And she couldn't do shit for me unless it was beneficial
It's a different type of growth when you raising someone else's seed
Nothing can change that love, not even the different blood we bleed
And she know I got her till my f..cking last breath
Even down on my last dollar imma make that shit stretch
When I ain't have a place to stay I was sleepin in my Chevy Cruze
Thought God showed me the light, one night, dazed & confused
Wondered what I could do to go & stop it
Knowing I'm too young & still got a lot shit to accomplish
Ain't bought my parents a house, paid my sister's student debts
Ain't even got to see my brother turn into a man yet
Thought God said it's the end of me
With a death notification sent to my family
Thought the pallbearers was gon' carry me
Down under the ground where I'm six feet
Down under the ground where I'm six feet
Down under the ground where I'm six feet
Deep
(Breaths)
[Verse 2: J Ham]
But that light wasn't God, shit I was too wrong
Open my eyes to headlights of a Black Yukon
Like an empty driver's class, nobody's behind the wheel
Bout 30 on they dash, while the driver ain't even near
Right as we collide & make contact
I look down, not a bruise, shit, even a scratch
It was my Omen
Saying I had one more strike until it all goes left
I'll be in the gutter, no bowling
Life's like the ocean
Was drowning under the water
Took a minute, now I'm farther
Cuz nigga, now I'm floatin'
This is my moment
For all the times that I was down and feeling unspoken
This is my moment
Yeah
Yeah I said it, this is my moment
[Outro: Crowd]
J-Ham, J-Ham, J-Ham
J-Ham, J-Ham, J-Ham