Josh A Rust (feat. Iamjakehill)
[Chorus: Josh A]
I've been tryna find
Searching for my peace of mind
Going every night
I've been running every time
Think I'm 'bout to go insane
Think my mind gone MIA
And I can't wait for the day
Thinking about it, nah, I don't rest
I've been tryna find
Searching for my peace of mind
Going every night
I've been running every time
Think I'm 'bout to go insane
Think my mind gone MIA
And I can't wait for the day
Thinking about it, nah, I don't rest
[Verse 1: Josh A]
Thinking music is the only way right out of poverty
Think I finally made it I feel like I won the lottery
Swear this game is too damn rigged, been clogged up like some arteries
Got too many people in my way that wanna slaughter me
F..ck a motive, going in cause they don't understand my pain, uh
F..ck a motive, going in cause music's my only end game, uh
Got no plans I swear that I'mma do this til I die
If the music went away I'd probably commit suicide
So suck a dick -- suck a dick if you don't f..ck with me
I don't put in all this work for you specifically
I make hits for sad kids, I make hits for freaks
Why the f..ck you wasting time when you don't have to be
[Chorus: Josh A]
I've been tryna find
Searching for my peace of mind
Going every night
I've been running every time
Think I'm 'bout to go insane
Think my mind gone MIA
And I can't wait for the day
Thinking about it, nah, I don't rest
I've been tryna find
Searching for my peace of mind
Going every night
I've been running every time
Think I'm 'bout to go insane
Think my mind gone MIA
And I can't wait for the day
Thinking about it, nah, I don't rest
[Verse 2: Jake Hill]
Sometimes I feel like cause it's real life
Sometimes I just don't feel right
Two pistols keep em real close
Feel like I'm burning real slow
My mind at rest, sick of being like this
No time to stress I'm blind at best
To the world outside I stay locked up
No patience I don't give a f..ck
F..ck everybody, f..ck them
I said them motherfuckers ain't shit just leave 'em dead
I keep my distance in my vision is hatred
I don't know why I ended up this way
I'm losing patience
I'm losing faith in the human race
This ruined place
Eradicate this ravage population
[Bridge: Josh A]
In the night thoughts running through my mind
In the night thoughts running through my mind
In the night thoughts running through my mind
In the night thoughts running through my mind
[Chorus: Josh A]
I've been tryna find
Searching for my peace of mind
Going every night
I've been running every time
Think I'm 'bout to go insane
Think my mind gone MIA
And I can't wait for the day
Thinking 'bout it, nah, I don't rest
I've been tryna find
Searching for my peace of mind
Going every night
I've been running every time
Think I'm 'bout to go insane
Think my mind gone MIA
And I can't wait for the day
Thinking 'bout it, nah, I don't rest
[Outro: Josh A]
Uh, late nights spooky so I keep a roof over my head
Uh, late nights Grim Reaper callin' I struggle with death
Uh, I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back
Yeah, I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back
Yeah, they ain't f..cking with me nah -- nah, they ain't f..cking with me
Nah, they ain't f..cking with me nah -- nah, they ain't f..cking with me nah