Katie Tropp Why I Am The Way I Am
[Verse 1]
Now let me tell you a little somethin' about Katie Tropp
I usually keep to myself until the beat drops
That's when I become an open book
Where I turn all my pain into a hook
That's right I got a lot of anger
I keep it inside because everybody is a stranger
You ain't no friend of mine you're a liar and a faker
All I got are my rhymes written on this piece of paper
My family flat out sucks that's just the way it is
There have been a total of zero good relationships
Family reunion that could never happen
Cuz they'd all get drunk and get to scrappin'
They can't be in a room for five whole minutes
Without somebody startin' up some worthless argument
Or trying to start up some dumb bullshit
My number one goal is to be their opposite!
[Hook]
What I come from it ain't nothin' nice
No love ever shown just endless f..ckin' fights
Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line
This is why I am the way I am
Why I am the way I am!
What I come from it ain't nothin' nice
No love ever shown just endless f..ckin' fights
Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line
This is why I am the way I am
Why I am the way I am!
[Verse 2]
Believe it or not I used to have no self-esteem
Because my bitch ass father just up and left me
Then I was stuck with my abusive step Daddy
All he would do is spew all his hatred at me
Every f..ckin' day for six whole years
I'd be lucky if I made it through dinner without tears
He'd keep pounding beers and fillin' my ears
Tellin' me all the reasons why I should disappear
And through all of this nobody ever had my back
Just cry by myself after all of his attacks
Didn't talk to anybody cuz they don't give a crap
Or they were just too drunk they ain't got time to deal with that
Just snort another line or pop another pill
Think about all of the ways you can try to steal
From your own flesh and blood nothings sacred here
I know it sounds harsh but I can't help but keep it real!
[Hook]
What I come from it ain't nothin' nice
No love ever shown just endless f..ckin' fights
Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line
This is why I am the way I am
Why I am the way I am!
What I come from it ain't nothin' nice
No love ever shown just endless f..ckin' fights
Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line
This is why I am the way I am
Why I am the way I am!
[Verse 3]
People always wonder how I could be so cold
But when you raised with no love that's all you really know
I take shit for what it is don't care what's being told
It's usually all lies when my family is involved
Throughout my family tree most of us are missing one parent
And the one that we left with ain't payin' enough attention
They stuck in their own world they're all nothin' but selfish
Too blind to f..ckin' see how their actions affect us!
Abusive relationships, endless drug use
Alcoholic fits, Children cryin' in their room
Rape a f..ckin bitch, Hey even murder too
We're all f..cked up here and it starts in the womb
They plant that seed and just move along
Keep ruining lives without a care at all
And the sad thing is that when they hear this song
They'll point the finger at me and tell me I'm wrong!
[Hook]
What I come from it ain't nothin' nice
No love ever shown just endless f..ckin' fights
Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line
This is why I am the way I am
Why I am the way I am!
What I come from it ain't nothin' nice
No love ever shown just endless f..ckin' fights
Drug addicts, alcoholics, you are next in line
This is why I am the way I am
Why I am the way I am!