King Karlemagne Flawed
[Verse 1]
Got this girl who sort of means the world to me
Sees my best when they all see the worst of me
Would probably trade in my happiness for her to be
Probably give up an arm cause she's worth it see
I mean with urgency, I would buy the world and more
Swear she's worth it sure, you would know by her allure
When I am down to rid my frown she has the cure
She's my angel though, Gabriel isn't half as pure
And I have her sure, but might need let her go
Been running circles through my brain like the letter O
Which makes it kinda hard to focus, just from time to time
But I just say I'm fine, when she asks what's on my mind
Would hate to bring her pain, sorrow, I won't bring it here
Our bond is special baby, it's this little thing we share
I'd like to for you to be my Queen when little King is here (but)
I can't afford a ring and there go my insecurity
[Chorus]
I wasn't born like this like this, I just became like this
I hate the fact that I wake up being afraid like this
I've spent my life like this, spend everyday like this
And when they me ask how I'm doing swear I hate that shit
Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right
I am flawed, yeah that's right
Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right
I am flawed, yeah that's right
[Verse 2]
It's been some months insecurities keep growing worse
Still I fake like I'm happy though I know it hurts
Use my cards so she never has to go to hers
Though I overdraft every time I show her perks
I have a past, but the little things I know of hers
Don't make easy just to turn away these hoes who flirt
Keep it buck ma, they make these demons quite down
And I don't like how they're feeling how a riot sounds
Plus I think of how the hell I measure to her ex
And if the child they had will ever ever show respect
Yeah I had some exes, but I only treasured was the sex
Looking back on it I find no pleasure in regrets
But tell me babe, mean you told that dude you love him too
I wish the thought would go away but it doesn't boo
Hey I ain't judging you, but baby girl my grudge ain't through
I've just been feeling like number two and there is my insecurity
[Chorus]
I wasn't born like this like this, I just became like this
I hate the fact that I wake up being afraid like this
I've spent my life like this, spend everyday like this
And when they me ask how I'm doing swear I hate that shit
Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right
I am flawed, yeah that's right
Guess I'm flawed, yeah that's right
I am flawed, yeah that's right
[Verse 3]
I think I grew the balls to tell her I ain't ready for it
And I know good and well that one day I'll come begging for it
But today I'm too broke; have to say it with hope
And hopefully the day will come, god will lend me a rope
To climb up out this basement; never fall in this hell
And I can't do that now my momma called it as well
If I faulter and failed, then I'd pin you with the blame
We'd go from love to resentment and it won't be the same
It's best we grew apart, - baby at least for now
And I will be right there if I am who you need around
But baby girl for now, hell I need room grow
Gotta work on me to be us that much you need to know
That much you should agree with, I need for you see this
One day we'll be us again like Kelly and Regis
But just for now alone, I gotta say good bye
Letting go of love, I swear a piece of me could cry