Chaos & Order Lyrics

Madeleine Bloom Chaos & Order

no matter no matter

no matter how hard i try
to sustain some sort of order
in one blink of an eye
it’s all turned into chaos

no matter how hard i try
to walk along the straight path
one look over my shoulder
and i keep tripping over stones

chaos and order
as contrary as can be
chaos and order
are both part of me

no matter how hard i try
to do what feels right for me
i always always end up
doubting and hesitating

no matter how hard i try
to look for new horizons
i keep on wondering
about the past

chaos and order
as contrary as can be
chaos and order
are both part of me

this has got to stop (please stop)
if only for a sec (just for sec)

chaos and order
as contrary as can be
chaos and order
are both part of me