Natalie Jane If You Died Today
[Verse 1]
Been through all five stages
Grieving comes in phases
Swear I see you in the crowd
And in somebody else
Know it's been two years now
But I still don't know how
I can leave us in the ground
Six feet down
I still think about you all the time, and it's strange
'Cause none of my friends even know your name
[Chorus]
If you died today, my life wouldn't change
'Cause you haven't been in it since the night you walked away
Would your mother call? Would I even know at all?
Even though we're strangers now, I know my heart would break
If you died today
[Verse 2]
Turned from all I wanted, into something haunted
Faster than the word "Goodbye" ever crossed my mind
It's not fair, I swear, you're right there
Every time I close my eyes
[Chorus]
But if you died today, my life wouldn't change
'Cause you haven't been in it since the night you walked away
Would your mother call? Would I even know at all?
Even though we're strangers now, I know my heart would break
If you died today (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
If you died today (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)
[Outro]
If you died today, my life wouldn't change
'Cause I already miss you like I'm sitting at your grave
Your mom wouldn't call and it wouldn't be her fault
I would only find out from an old friend some days late
Even though we're strangers now, I know my heart would break
If you died today