Niki Keeping Tabs
[Intro]
Lose it
Ah-ah
[Verse]
You left without sayin' goodbye (Fuck, f..ck, f..ck)
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
I ball a fist and die inside
I wish I didn't, but regrettably
I entirely understand why you did it
Take one step forward and two jumps back
One hand on the gate of this cul-de-sac
Some crushed part of me wants to be cornered
Right into it even if we crack
[Pre-Chorus]
You left early and you arrived too late
Just right in time to be a huge mistake
So, I wish you well, and I wish you far away
This was never real, I'll say it 'til I believe it
[Chorus]
I wish I never met you
You are the worst thing that
I'm still keepin' tabs on for some stupid reason
You were just being nice
Now, I finally believe you're out
There somewhere also keepin' tabs on how I might be feelin'
[Post-Chorus]
For some stupid reason
I keep on believin'
You care and you're real until
I don't even know you
[Bridge]
Drownin' in my own
Sad, imagined fantasy of who you could be
The reality is you
Unironically love personality tests
All of the data speak out from using it best
But it can never work 'cause I'm an Enneatype four Aquarius
[Pre-Chorus]
You say the wrong thing every time you talk
The red flags wave, the alarms sound off
I'm so glad our paths didn't cross
I'm so glad, I'll say it 'til I believe it
[Chorus]
I wish I never met you
You are the worst thing that
I'm still keepin' tabs on for some stupid reason
You're the same with everyone
I'm not special, no
You're not out there
Just keepin' tabs on how I might be feelin'
[Post-Chorus]
It's all just imagined
I keep on believin'
You care and you miss me, too
I need to get over you
[Outro]
Over, I need to get over you (Yeah)