Raw Rap Relationship Xenophobia
[Intro/Verse 1: TeWo]
Welcome…. To Antumbra
They say…. I came, I saw, I conquered
But first, I came from the start of an apocalypse
A narcissistic empire fallen into an olive pit
All of it was abolished to all of the world's astonishment
The Earth does not belong to anyone, that's why Genghis Khan had quit
But I'll dance on your grave if you stand in my way
Cut your middle fingers off like your family did slaves
Then wave ‘em in the amputee's face
‘Cause my favorite pastime is to tamper with brains
I feel like it's been a minute though
But comin' up in the music industry has made me cynical
I'm blockin' out the negative, I'm a numb enough individual
But dumb enough to get dressed up, and buttered up for an interview
I made love with a maiden in a mosque
Followin' the Kama Sutra, it became a synagogue
So we did every position and listened to Homer's Odyssey audiobook
And audibly polished the art of monogamy
This ain't for the kind of people who ain't open minded
We have never been defined by third dimensional lines
I got a passport full of stamps for every time
I took a last minute trip into the depths of my mind
I'm a pure lysergic guy, no ketamine lines
Drop a strip and bump Zeppelin with a seventies vibe
I'm a seasoned acid tripper, droppin' it from the Big Dipper
So if you trip with me then you better be fine
I wrote this line at 11:11
I never had a better time to take a beat, and then send it to heaven
Send it to every ghetto and residence of a reverend
Revel in the revelations that'll change your perception
This the transition from the 5th dimension to the 6th
This the bridge between cultures and the continental drift
This the shit that puts your ego and your confidence at risk
This the shit that makes you wonder if it's gotta be a myth
Uh, TripleRRR is now past locally known
This'll travel round the planet but we wrote it at home
This the shit that'll make your pineal pop out of your dome
This the shit that'll put you in when you're out of your zone
This is past tense, futuristic, in the moment music
This is how to get your mind movin', open it up and use it
This is how to end the cycle of emotion that's abusive
But first you gotta delve into the dark and learn to use it
This is acid in lyric form, that's why you fear before
I'm tappin' into the water with tabs, so you can hear it more
I'm in a sovereign state of mind
You could run a whole country after hearing every line of this song
Uh, cause my appearance does not appear to be fearless
But fear is the only thing that I fear and fear lets you hear this
‘Cause if I were not afraid, I would not be able to mirror this
Emotion into a song, and truly face what fear is
[Verse 2: Mosi]
(Xenophobia, xenophobia, xeno, phobia)
Abstract from the get go, let's go
Back up in my memory opposite of the best shows
I'ma smoke a blunt and be blunt, when I was about three
Crazy angry white dude busted in, he hit my mommy
Think he saw me, but I wasn't gonna be any help
He was hitting her repeatedly and giving her hell
And now it is the present, I am 20, makin' music
In this wicked world, I'm shinin'
Helping everybody through it
I'm not stupid, I could never love another ‘less it's real
Because the damage that could happen could be heavy and I feel
Everybody's energy so heavily, I wanna be alone
And build an inner wall of stone, and call my sanctuary home
In a zone, nothing right, nothing wrong
Not in prime, what I write will insight with a rhyme
I have grown in my own mind, putting insecurities to rest
Never was the best at loving self, I get up and progress
Through the ups, and the downs
And the mothafuckin' heartbreak
Thanks to my first love, my ex, that was hard, mate
On that hard day, heard my heart say
We can never trust another, for the pain let's partake
She never said sorry, I'm a little f..cked up
But that's a life experience and simply tough luck
Maybe tough love, but I gotta leave it in the past
Because nothing lasts forever and the years are moving fast
I'm anxious for the future ‘cause I'm totally impatient
‘Cause I know what it is bringing but I'm patiently waitin'
For the day they play us on the radio and rockin' stadiums
And meeting every single fan and lighting every city up
I giddy up, I'm tryna write as much as I can
And I scheme at every angle, I'm the man with the plan
I came a long way from starting up in a garage
Off of Watercress in a culdesac, that was pretty long
Ago, I'm just kidding but it's almost been three
Years since we created TripleRRR, I am free
I can see through any lie, my intuition is on point
Mama gotta understand I'm no longer a little boy
Though I wish I was, but in my mind I'm like seventy
With a really ancient soul, a little childlike tendencies
With a lyrical weaponry that is super unsettling
I'm eliminating anything I consider real menacing
From my demons to my really dark secrets I keep away
Because none of you can handle them, no matter what you say
You'd be speechless and you'd leave me like a leper in the street
And people wonder why I'm really secretive and real discreet
When shit hits the fan I hope you still will be my friend
Because I got your back, I'm loyal to this motherfucker ends
I cannot pretend to be anything I am not
Fuck the money, f..ck the Free World
I can never be bought
With a single thought, I'm movin' at the speed of light
Pickin' apart the particles that are intimately in my sight
Like a kite, I'm soarin' with the lovely wind up in the clouds
I'm an Indigo Capricorn, already wearin' the crown
Movin' any crowd and captivating the audience
With an alien sound, I am proud of every accomplishment
Every compliment has loosened every bit of my confidence
All the promises that I made, I am keeping, I promise you
I can never be perfect for perfect really impossible
But I try my hardest, my persistence shows I'm unstoppable
I'm a f..ck up, I'm a liar, a deceiver and a writer
Writing fire, feelin' lighter, I'm a leader, won't retire
The Messiah, I'm the one
But I feel like a bum
I am used to being shunned and it made me want a gun
Wanted it loaded with one bullet, but I'm f..cking done
Many people made me feel like I should pull it and be done
Imagine if I pulled the plug and wasn't even here
That really trips me out when I bottle up all my tears
And release ‘em when my fears become a vivid reality
I can feel my every evil deed, they stalkin' and houndin' me
I feel no one is proud of me, if they are I don't know it
I'm a lyrical poet, at the point that is the lowest
My heart is the coldest, I'm the oldest, with no direction
So I aimlessly murder and torture any with no discretion