Red Helen Suicide Notes & Bloodshot Eyes
I don't think I'll ever be the same.
You took a piece of me,
That I'll never get back.
I'll never get it back.
All hope is lost and I don't think I'll ever be the same.
Ever be the same.
They're calling my name.
Over and over, they're calling me out.
These voices of sorrow speak louder than my thoughts.
I need to find something to light the way ahead.
Weeks of searching couldn't ease this blow.
The moment we found you everything turned black.
The trees started to wither and the shadows grew darker.
As the dried up leaves touched the earth the world seemed inanimate;
But then a shade of green snuck through and everything turned back.
Turn away from the dark.
Smiles will come easy again and tears will dry up,
When you realise shadows are children of light.
Shadows are children of light.
I want to be happy but it feels so wrong to smile.
I feel like my lungs might give out.
When I reveal the best in me,
It's the shimmering fragments of you they'll see.
It's you they'll see.
They're calling my name.
Over and over, they're calling me out.
These voices of sorrow speak louder than my thoughts.
But I'll use these memories to light the way ahead.
Suicide notes and bloodshot eyes aside,
We're exactly where we're meant to be.
Turn away from the darkness that's inside.
Smiles come easy now 'cause,
I know you're at peace.