Small Town Sleeper Living It Out
It starts today...me watching you.And I'm blown away
by the things that you do.
You make me contemplate
why I'm so blue.
So can you set me straight
so I am like you?
So can you?
Put your hands around my throat.
Squeeze me tight until I choke.
I can't remember how it feels to know
it's not about me...
Chorus:
It's not like I somehow lost what life is about.
I just misplaced the feeling of living it out.
It's not like I somehow lost what I am about.
I just misplaced the feeling of living...
I take a slow blink, sigh, and swallow a pill or two.
I spend most of my day praying
I can make it up to you.
I make excuses in my mind for all the things I do.
Because everything I want
is everything I hide from you.
So can you?
Chorus:
So many things that I have missed.
So many more that still exist.
All I can say for myself is...
At least I admit...
At least I admit for myself is.