Softheart I Saw This Girl
[Intro]
I've been freaking out in this random BNB
Cheap towels and smoking fees
This gets two stars from me
I disassociate everytime I look at my feet
I swear I was expecting season
Outcome dependency
[Chorus]
I saw this girl
I saw this girl
I saw this girl
I saw this girl
[Verse 1]
When I was younger my eyes had the cartooney sparkles
My heart was always on my sleeve
When I was younger all I wanted was to be older
But it isn't like what it seems
And I just feel like it's all too much for me
What I wanted didn't do much for me
I have such a hard time with the simplest things
I don't think I'm trying to do 23, but
[Chorus]
I saw this girl
I saw this girl
I saw this girl
I saw this girl
[Verse 2]
I'm who I am
I'm in the crowd like I'm not even there
Bury my head in the sand
Hold my hand
Bury my head in some random YouTube essay
I'll just forget in a few days at best
Buried deep down in the core of my chest
I keep my skeletons and merriments
How come it's so hard to just make a friend?
I'm on the bend with my new common sense
[Hook]
Is there something?
Is there something?
Is there something?
Is there something?
[Verse 3]
I'm in my darkest of doubts
Where you let me down
You left me out
You make my heart do jumps and spin around
Put my head down
Head in the clouds
Deep in the ground
When I was just 20
My friend took too much and overdosed in her bed
I haven't touched any opiates since
Sometimes this cruel world don't make any sense