Soul Whirling Somewhere Yuma
that was the time when, if i hadn't been so stupid and
distant i could have saved us. we drove there, and i
didn't want to stay. anxious to get back to my solitude.
how stupid to want to be away from you. driving a way
from the greatest comfort i'd ever had. watching you say
"goodbye," and "i love you." i am so stupid. i was so
FUCKING stupid. i was SO FUCKING STUPID. and God, i love
you. God i love you.