Swans Fanletter
And the violence in my insides is glowing and malignant, and the only way to stop it, is to cut a hole and let the fresh air come in. And your public face is dripping, now you're famous and you're beautiful, but i can still remember when your mouth was always open, like a stairway leading down to hell. Now your perfect body's shining, and the camera's always circling, and the boys and girls are dreaming, and your naked body's bleeding where the dogs have ripped away your skin. And the world is always shrinking, and my mind is disappearing, in the holy adulation of your all-inclusive open arms, and feeling penitential, l'm cuning off my finger, and l'm faxing you the image, via omnipresent electricity. And the communists were torturing a sacred man and women, whose screams flew out the window and through the Himalayas, then changed into a buttelfly and drifted through the wind, and landed on a street in Paris, where you crushed it underneath your high-heeled fin. Now l'm killing and l'm stealing and l'm raping and l'm burning and l'm feeling kinda magic due to mental enervation, so i'll send my mind into the hard body of a rockstar, and maybe then you'll f..ck me, 'cause 5 million people love me, and you wanna suck my energy. Yeah this world is made of losers, but I wanna be a winner, I'll do anything it takes to hypnotize the upturned faces, into trusting me completely so they'll need me to supply, the object that will fill the emptiness that was created by repetition of an image and a sound they recognize, and their malleable identities will be sexually excited by the product which I will then provide. And this planet keeps on drifting through a thick and viscous blackness, every pleasure every weakness will come true before we're finished, and l'm Iying in my bed and my hands are gening bloody and l'm thinking I can save you from the phony world you live in, and maybe you will hide me deep inside your perfect body and I'll melt into the glistening flawless contours of your immortal flesh. Now you're mine. Yeah you're mine...