Amanda Gentry Brand New Start
Brand New Start
I wake up early in the morning thinking to myself. It's a brand new day and a brand new start of the day that will change my life forever. I walk up to the school building all nervous inside as I walk through the hallways up to the cafteria I sit at a table with my friends and got really shy. Throughout the day it got closer to the time for lunch that's when I saw you there. I asked my friend who is he and what am I going to say. You smile and you say your name and I froze in fear not knowing what to say. You ask my name and I start blushing and laughing and I say I'm Amanda nice to meet you. During lunch I walk out of the cafteria because just sitting there was making me nervous as I walked up the stairs I noticed you followed me and you said "What's wrong Amanda" and I started shaking and smiling really big. Then you kissed me and I said this is my Brand New Start to a great new year and you say this is perfect. While the weeks pass by I notice you with a girl and wondering what is going on with you. As I sit down to talk to my friend I ask her who that girl is that your with and she says that's his girlfriend. My heart dropped my feelings crashed togther and I was like he never mention her to me. A few days pass and I walk up the stairs again and just sit there to think to myself I thought this was going to be my year and be the best year of my life. You come up to see me sitting there you ask me if I'm okay and I say no I'm not okay because you lied to me. A month passed and you came to me one day and said I broke up with her for you and I was like I don't know what to say. Later in the week I gave you a hug and you picked me up and said you were in love with me and I let my guard down and fell in love with you to or so I thought. I gave you all the love I could ever give and you kept walking all over it and then I realized the time has come to say this. I can't trust you anymore I have to say goodbye but before I do I have one thing left to say I thank you for showing me I'm better than you and I know what it means to love someone with words and actions. Goodbye I say to you but you say see you later. As I see you now it kills me because I want to be with you but I am not going to let myself be torn apart because It's my Brand New Start with my brand new heart and a Brand New Year and I'm going to the dance and looking all great and you will feel like an idoit for letting your thought of as a friend who could have been might have been true love but one last time I gotta say this is my Brand New Start.