Hkfiftyone Lost
[Chorus]
When I can't get high, I just fall asleep
Been in the same bed now for thirteen weeks
And I don't really care if you think of me
But that's a f..ckin' lie that I always speak
I been rollin' up these blunts and smokin' plenty of weed
I been abusin' all this syrup ‘cause I can't get no sleep
And I been searchin' for some pills to kill the devil in me
Maybe if I'm lucky, find me dead in the street
[Verse]
I always run away every time you get close
You try to help me out, I know you do the most
But maybe I should leave, maybe I'll be a ghost
I know it's better for your health, I've never been diagnosed
I sit and pay attention to all the shit that you do
Say you got some big dreams, so go make it come true
I know that you don't need me ‘cause you makin' it through
I wish that you would hate me so you'd get up and move on
Say that it can work, but I know that it won't
You say you wanna spend your time just holdin' me close
You say you want me there so I share in your growth
But truth is that I'm broken, I gave up long ago
I know it's just so hard, but there ain't no other way
That's just what happens when you fall in love in a day
I wish that I could help you, but don't know what to say
I tried to save myself, but then got lost in the haze, yeah
‘Cause you know I'm a lost cause
Gettin' money but I'm too flawed
Shit too real, so I gotta pause
I was better, now I have withdrawals
Know we good, we gon' be alright
We just sip a lil' syrup, mix it up with the Sprite
I just hate myself so much, I can't take my own advice
So I turn into a cliché, I'm the same as those guys
[Chorus]
When I can't get high, I just fall asleep
Been in the same bed now for thirteen weeks
And I don't really care if you think of me
But that's a f..ckin' lie that I always speak
I been rollin' up these blunts and smokin' plenty of weed
I been abusin' all this syrup ‘cause I can't get no sleep
And I been searchin' for some pills to kill the devil in me
Maybe if I'm lucky, find me dead in the street, yeah