I Made You Myself Disarm Me
Live through me, my darling
You are medicine that keeps me still and quiet
We were great once, you know
So I don't blame you if you're bitter
But please believe me when I say
That I would keep you but I'm not allowed
You are a sad song stuck in my head
You are a melody so draining
A snake that wanders through the bloom in my bed
The colors stale and cower in your presence
With the stuttering of your words
I can barely make out who you are
Such a damn share
Because it hurts
To know the way you love is out of touch
Dress the armor for my mind
Ready your arms at your side
Protect your body and spirit
It's just a matter of time
I'm unsure of when it stops
I just know I've had enough
Oh you stay close to the source
Far too close
All signs show life outside of you
Always
Seeking more from me
Lay down
In what you are
But feel me
In the silence of it
Destroy
The both of us
Disarm me, my friend
