Soul Whirling Somewhere I Will Never Let Go
my fingers are falling apart now 'cause i can't talk to
you. we've fell into this pattern of returning the hurt.
i know the more i try desperately to let you know how
much i'm trying the further away i push you. i feel like
i'm losing you. i feel like i'm losing any chance. and
why do you tell me to let go? i will never let go of you
in my heart. there's too much to remember; too many
mistakes i've made to give up now. i don't wanna lose you
to one of your quick, bad decisions. the ones you make
when you're running away. the ones you're unaware of. the
ones that are making me the least important person in
your life... why do you tell me to let go? i will never
let go of you in my heart. no matter how cruel you get.
but when will you be aware of that? i miss you.