Calenraps Pocket Full Of Stones
Hear me
I've seen everything change so quick
Still remember playing tech and doing rainbow kicks like it was yesterday
Now we take tequila to the head like its TRESemmé
I wish I found a better way to deal with all my problems but I don't
Pops was a pill-papa so I'm obviously prone
They always got me in my zone
If the shit they dropping is cracked and it's a pocket full of stones
So far, buddies, niggas, it feel like I'm watching through a drone
Never let me hit before but now she offering me dome
Sorry, shorty, I got somebody, a quality at home
And I can never do her wrong
Somebody do her wrong, I spraing bodies like cologne
I hope you copy like a clone
I've always known that loyalty was something that was hard to come by
It's a fun ride until they do you dirty like fungi
I've seen it all fall apart before like one plot
That's probably why my paranoia run high
Recorded this at sunrise
It's hard for me to get good rest
But talking about it in my songs is how I withstood stress
I gave the most to many people that would input less
Who kept pieces of my soul I wish they just took flesh
Cause I can't get that back, now every time my heart hurts I feel the impact stack
From hanging on to old shit I should've been past that
I probably would've got closure if I just had facts
But nah I couldn't have that, and it's the type of instrumental where you just add raps
And let your heart pour, I still remember sleeping in that carport
Life is not a par-four, I've never known the fairways
Only way to make it is by breaking down the barricades
Promises to Dejah like one day I'll get you Hermes
And shit gon' be a breeze like the wind inside of stairways, I swear, bae
All I need is one try, all I need is one shot
I never been gun shy
Recorded this at sunrise
It's hard for me to get good takes
Learning how to love myself is how I withstood hate
Seen a lot of people quit when things didn't look great
I wish somebody would've told them that it just took faith
And you could get that back, now every time my heart hurts
I feel the impact lacks, was hanging on to old shit
But now I've been past that, probably would've got closure if I just had facts
But now I couldn't have that, and it's the type of instrumental where you just add raps
And let your fears go, I've still been learning how to let my tears flow
Faking every smile like I'm letting my veneers show
Cause I've yet to meet the destination I was steered for
I really pioneered flows, my fans and my peers know
I never stole from any other nigga
But shit I wish I knew I would've ended up this bitter
I probably wouldn't have did it, I probably should be bigger, f..ck